MY THOUGHTS OF THE DAY

MY THOUGHTS OF THE DAY

‎Tuesday,feb 16,2011

Time stand at a still

Today i realize

 That life is not a dream, a fantasy,

Or even make-believe..

Facing the challenges of every day I see

 All my mistakes.

Over and over i did them all not realizing

One day it would end..

Now facing real life and wanting it more and more

I wish i could redo the past and just start here but back then..

Nothing seem to go as we plan two steps back and one a head.. 

 But with faith we will make it through.

 I have spent my whole life running from every one that really loved me

 Searching for Mr. right..  Well it was most the times Mr. wrong or i would hurt the good ones.. And running again

 Today i have the most wonderful man in my life.

 It took thirty nine years but he is here..

Thank you God..

Finally I want a life, family and to explore this loving relationship that god has held on to for my all these years..I know that it will not always be on one level.. that life has its turns and i will face challenges and fears and also true happiness.. With my God and my husband children and other family and friends..Amen