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Thursday, March 24, 2011

Feeling Your Pain



I look at you and feel your pain.
I know your agony and your shame.
I know the war you battle within.
The way your heart cries out to Him!I 
See the doubt of confusion plaguing your mind,
While you give in one more time.
In the shadows of the night 
depression creeps in your mind.
The past comes to life , 
all the excitement and glamorous highs.
Rewind! Rewind! 
Once again
To the places of our darkest sins.
You go there to cover you pain.
To take back and reclaim.
To be the one that your really not
To fit in at all cost.
Wear the mask you know so well.
The struggle with anger comes without warning.
Deeper into the darkness down you go.
Still thinking you can live this way and grow.
To this day it has never happened.
The darkness over takes depression creeps in.
Who am I kidding I can’t win!
Now your fighting your self again
Peer pressure come from every corner. 
Your imagination and the game plagues your mind.
I can do it a few more times.
This is one battle you can’t win.
You need “Him” by your side.
Stop pushin away and running to hide.
No matter how far you go, 
You can never get away from the 
“Son”; you know
Cause through His blood this war was won.
Even for you my little one!
It takes one thing “a Choice only you can make.”
Open up be your self_ change your mind
Spread your wings with Grace and Pride.
Your awesome as a Butterfly!
For He is the answer for you and I .
Lets take his hand .
Jesus Christ will set us free!
 WEJUST HAVE TO
 BELIEVE!

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

Happy Birthday Devon eugene Coulter

missing you on your specail day It been 5 year today
mommy loves you devon i want you to know even
when i had to let you go
I know your happy and loved
and one day you will see the love i have for you
that it took to make you safe and free.

Friday, March 11, 2011

MY THOUGHTS OF THE DAY

Today I have so many feelings.
 I feel the pain of my past the ones that I cause, and the ones others; cause to me.
I see how my addiction affected everyone around me.
I want to humble my self to forgive.
To ask for forgiveness and move forward.
I see all the changes going on around me and within my mind body and soul.

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

BOW MY HEAD TO PRAY

The time has come now my friend.
I' m finally free the sins of my past.
I humbly bow my head to say,
Forgive me Lord, take the pain away!
Remove the sins from my yesterdays,
As I bow my head to pray.
I thank you Lord for showing me,
the way out of the darkness
into the light.
Freeing my from the demons of my past.
As i bow my head to pray.
I give Glory to you Lord 
for letting me know
 all the treasures I truly hold.
Giving me the choice to love and forgive  myself .
As I bow my head to pray.
I appreciate the choices given unto me 
To give back what was so freely given to me
To help others though their pains of their past.
To let go and love and be free at last 
Just  as you have done for me 
As I bow my head to pray.
I realize all you have done for thee
You Son was given to set us Free!!!!